saturday 29th december 2007 - 24 years old

moist chocolate cake in cups... given by nida.. made. by her, ana and their cousins


chocolate brownies.. made by my step sister .. mei mei


birthday gift from singapore.. given by suria....


shirt.. bermotifkan payung n raindrops.. ala² HUJAN gitu.. itula motif membeli baju ini.. given by nida n raie


really beautiful necklace.. given by my new beau.. my sayang..

my 23rd birthday..

gambo tahun lepas..

this year?

xde.. :)

no mood to celebrate..

kenapa?

tahla

i have no idea.

i had wonderful birthdays.. thanks a lot to ja'a

sedaya upaya membuat sumthin for me.. cause i've always made surprises for my friends.. he felt dat i should get one too..

this year? feel like staying in my room n tdo.. ahahha

hey.. its already 11.50pm pon

do i feel older? nahhhhhhhhhhhhh i feel younger..

how i loved hujan's MUDA

"alangkah.. indahnya dunia.. bila kita semua tak akan membesar..."

TAG by Honey XOXO

-must reveal the things inside your handbag, as precisely as possible… And tag 5 others...



here's my bag..




hahahaa.. banyak gile menda merepek dlm ni!



ni.. receipts.. n change.. parking kt LRT KJ..




my wallet n coin purse....




kehkehkeh.. case sama cam honey XOXO.. hidung problem.. must bring loads of tissues around!




gile ar beg aku ni kan.. dat's my PDA's usb charger.. n my rechargeable batteries n charger.. sebab aku bawak camera.. nak amik gambo kat menara TM tu . last day training




ha.. ni ada. hairclips.. hair brush.. mirror.. nairclippers.. white musk spray.. lip balm.. sweets.. my nose drips.. my pain killers




as i've said.. i had training.. so bawak banyak gile pens.. hahahaah kaler kaler lagi pen aku.. hari hari kaler lain. hahaha




my house keys.. my car keys.. my shades


final stuffs.. from the front n back compartments.. pendrive.. n pads.. ahhahaha

ok dats it..

i have to tag 5 others.. kejam tauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
aku manader ramai bloggers fren........... kejii... kalo ada pon dorg da buat da benda ni

huh!!

1. eleen odoole
2. alia detsiwt
3. ziana bukan anak zain
4. lily lensa
5. ?? sesapa la!

Penilaian Menengah Rendah

my bro..(half bro to be exact)

got 4a's

1- english
2- bm
3- maths
4- KH

waaaaaaaaaaa.. proud of him

but........... i have to hand down my HP ipaq 6828 to him.. n would get my dad's pda.. apa brand tatau..

owh
lecehnye


aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

updated at 3.40pm

owhh.. my dad xle sabar.. bleh???
siap datang kat menara TM ni. took my phone.. gave a temporary phone (motorola). yg hazabnye aku x reti nak pakai...

took my phone n his phone for hard reset at the shop.. would get the new phone tonite.. kalo aku balik arini jugak .. hmmmmmmm nak balik ke x.. owh.. kena balik.. my brother x sabar nk pakai phone tu.. i have to dig out back the phone's box.. pouch.. charger.. bla bla bla..

cian matin.. dpt phone da bengong.. ahah calar sini.. calar sana.. owh well.. am a sucker in keeping things in good condition.. ehhehehe

p/s: kids these days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dulu kite PMR dpt hadiah pon. beskel.. x beskel.. baju ke.. apa ke.. duit ke.. ni dapt phone PDA!.. owh.. he got O2 last time.. tapi hilang.. bleh? kena curi...

sentapppppppppp

kids these days!!

hehehohohaha

lunch break.. 1 1/2 hours

malas nak gi mana
lepak je dalam bilik training ni

tapi x best sangat..x banyak yang boleh dibrowse.. restricted.. siap kuar notification yg website nak pegi tu kena blocked.. pastu akan direcordkan aku nye activity browsing

perghhhhhhhhhhhhh.. menakutkan betul TM ni..

so.. sapa yang cuti ni?

xmas.. lily keje eh? ziana pon keje eh?

ehehhe
aku training semalam smpai kul 4 lebeh.. dah chow balik.. balik awal sangap lak

pastu tibai nak tengok wayang.. at first nak tgk alvin & the chipmunks.. ada satu show je 9.30.. tu pon selling fast.. saving my heart from being sakit hati.. ahahhaa.. decided to tgk alien VS predator.. show 10.05pm
ok la adalaa seats yg menarik

pastu aku leh bantai tertido!! x penahpenah aku tertdo dlm cinema!.. keji gileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

must be so damn tired eh?? x penah dowh.. keji sgt aku rasa tertdo masa tgk wayang..

overall .. cite tu aku x paham. ahahahahahahha

tapi wey.. I am legend is a must see!.. national treasure - book of secrets pon best gak.. tatau la tuk korang kan.. aku mmg minat.. cite adventure.. fiction.. fantasy.. ni semua.. kehkehkehkeh

tapi x puas ati.. enchanted n golden compass aku x tgk lagi.. huhhhhhhhhhhhhh

wey.. lagi 3 hari.. am officially 24 years old.. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

tapi cam xde semangat nk celebrate.. leh?

maybe cam sedeh skit kot.. sebab life dah berubah secara giler.. n cam.. tahla.. malas nk cakap.. tapi.. akan kuar minum² lepak² la kot.. yus nak celebrate gak.. kan yus kan?

owhhhhhhhhhh.. a dear friend.. eh. two dearest friend would be engaged on saturday.. on my birthday.. insyallah.. nak pegi!!!!!!!!!!!!!.. aku suka betul kawan aku sayang nak tunang tunang ni.. hehehe.. semoga murah rezeki.. cepat cepat nikah.. ehehhe mesti anak korang comel belaka...

daus N dila.. all da best... sabtu ni aku mau amik gambo mereka... nanti aku post aite?

merry christmas

merry la sangat

am at menara TM

for training

bosan . ngantok

miahahaha

belajar sistem yg agak lembabs.. kerana wireless connectionnye lembabbbbbbbb

sugar rush

ehem

a'ah
ehem
xtau nak post apa

macam² dalam otak ni

last sunday turun Melaka... bertam malim.. betul ka?
wedding colleague aku..

pastu gi rumah ehem ehem.. jumpa mama dia n adik keciknye

:P

mommy dah tanya²

"how's MIL?"

"MIL approved u?"

"bile mau tunang"


aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahahahhahahahhahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

but alhamdulilah.. things are goin on smoothly

banyak gak doubts.. ramai yg ckp.. sabar moi.. ko x kenal sgt wadie tu lagi

yea.. takot gakkk

but things are goin on smoothly.. my heart pon tenang je

kitorang dah bincang²..

yeah.. watever u people wanna say.. am always ready to get married.. dah lama da sebenarnya.. x takot pon kawin muda

tapi maybe ngan mushuk aku dulu xde jodoh kottttt

insyallah.. planning bulan 8

matila mak? hohohohohoh

TAG by alia

aiyoh
kena tag lagi

actually da lama baca post ni alia oi!

tapi mati akal x tau nak jawab apa
ehehhehehehehe

smpai la alia msg di comment box

akhirnya terpaksa jua ku menjawab

:P

tagging rule:
- link to your tagger and post these rules.
- list (8) random facts about yourself and tag (8) people.

1....my real name xde related langsung ngan molly :P

2....my mommy is chinese.. so am half chinese..

3....am gonna be 24 on 29th december...

4....am quite happy in my life right now.. thank you very much

5....i have mood swings.. leh jadi gile.. leh jadi biol.. leh jadi sweet.. leh jadi cam hantu

6....my perut is boncit hohoooooooooooooooo

7....i talk too much sumtimes.. n i swear too much too.. i think?

8....i'm a sucker for cute things.. kill me please..


*8 people i tag!
- eleen odoole
- android
- lily lensa
- ziana zietikuih
- shereena saini
- jezmine zaidan
- lidah
- .........no idea.. dun have many bloggers fren :P

BFF

we'll be good friends.. forever?

??

was at a&w near amcorp mall

mommy called.. i thought that i've accidently dialled her number cause my phone ni bengong skit.. cause she called earlier n i thought that the phone redialled her number..

"yes? did i accidently call u?"

mommy: no.... are u ok??

"yeahhhhhh why???"

mommy: called ur sister just now.. she went out wif tina to sunway pyramid.. she was
telling tina... kak yatie i broke off wif her boyfren

nak di jadikan cerita.. panjannnnnnnnnnggggggggggggggg umur bushuk

tina: ehhhhhhhhhh isnt that ur sister's ex-bf???

jeng jeng jeng.. he was walkin wif a girl... holding hands.... :)

diyana pegi tegur dia.. he wasnt holding hands dat time.. agak gabra?
her name is niza ke miza.. i asked diyana how she looked like.. :)

i think its miza.. a friend :)

she's cool.. we're great together

if they're together.. its cool

mommy: r u alrite? u're not goin to commit suicide r u?

"noooooooo!! am relieved!"

i felt a huge burden has been lifted from my shoulders...


then.. now.. i feel sad.. i even cried


all da best to you my bushukk.. hope u're happy.. hope u'll have a better person than me...

sayang mushukkkkkkkkk (bak kata meon.. no one could ever pronounce mushukkk in a manja way like mine)

:)

where's my love - caroline

dear Mr. api.. here's da song i've told u about.. kodi ke? haha i love it.. suara dia sgt chomel

aquaria

went to aquaria KLCC on last monday.. hummm wats da date eh?? 3rd december 2007

ingatkan best la sangat.. kecik je tempat nye

pusing pusing pusing dah abih

duH!.. such a waste! nothin to do i guess!

dreams

she was sleeping restlessly.. she was having a bad dream..

she then turned her head.. wanting to see him.. as. usual.. she'd always turn to see him sleep..

halfway... she realised.. she wasnt in the same bed anymore.. she was in a different place.. she opened up her eyes.. and was nearly in tears..


he was not there..
cause she had left him

viral infection

ye.. mak hupdates la niiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

viral infection fever.. MC lagi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
harusla OM aku ngamok!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

aaaaaaahahahohohohehhehehe

tahla.. aku dah tension.. aku demam betul ok.. seb baik skang aku duk ngn colleagues aku.. dorg nampak sendri aku ni demam.. siap suh xyah gi keje.. kang smpai ofis sejuk sejuk.. lagi teruk.. so MC la aku arini

sangap betul

dahla Streamyx kt rumah ni xle blah.............................TENSION!!

hohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhho

TAG by mrs odoole

merasa..kena tag nama ngn eleen

1. A movie that made you laugh.
x ingat.. dah lama x gelak cam setan

2. A book that made you cry.
last book made me cry.. chinese cinderella by adeline yen mah

3. A best friend.
my PC.. hahaha.. i have many close n dear friends..

4. A favourite childhood memory.
huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
ada ker??

5. Your favourite animal.
yg x melompat.. gigit.cakar.. hahaha

6. Your favourite food.
tomyam... mcd

7. An item of clothing you can't do without.
apa nii... undies kot

8. Something you collect.
fat!.. ahahhaha

9. Your favourite store to shop in.
favorite xde.. mana yg sale n murah je.. haha

10. Your favourite flower.
african daisy

3.11am

now its monday
ey.. my day off

i think am so bored wif my job

my OM giler.. sat down n talked to me

"how r u?"

bla bla bla

"why is your productivity droppin?"

"am goin to monitor u for a week"

"if u dont achieve the target.."

huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

a shock for those who knows me


cause they know who i am.. how i work


well.. wat can i say..


dia dah aim aku.. smpai mampos la dia nak jatuhkan aku.

well.. good luck dude

29th november 2007.. 90th post

90th post
gile la
apa la yang aku da merepek kat sini

dah lama aku x blog
i dunno wat to blog
too many things to jot down
too many... can't find da right thing to start with

memang susah.. memang berat..memang perit.. meninggalkan sesuatu.. something that u've been with for so long.. something that u've been used to.. like a routine.. a habit..

all i can say i..

I MISS U

new place

1st post from Kelana Jaya

hi olsssssssssssssss

too much to catch up

hope i wont loose my mind

FINAL

its my final post from ss19/3a subang jaya

most of the big stuffs have been packed

am goin to shut down the pc soon n dismantle all the cables and such

ah keong the lorry guy would be arriving at 10am


:(

sadddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd

so long farewell...

last post from subang

tataaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

goodbye

11.54pm

aku ngah kemas pinggan mangkuk kt dapur

abih hitam tangan aku.. balut pinggan mangkuk ngn newspaper

sedeh lak aku tgk.. kosongggg dapur tu

.... banyak lagi benda aku x kemas

aku nak pindah ahad ni.. 10 pagi

heishhh
on pc je.. on ym je
dapat offline message
am bagi link utube.. lagu tema tuk aku katanya.. motif?
bukak² lagu ungu. kekasih gelapku

apadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

biol

1.03am

its friday.. am gonna request for streamyx relocation. .am not sure when this net would be cut off.. this might be my last post from subang

am so gonna miss this house.. so damn many memories here.. suka.. duka.. tawa.. tangis

still many things unpack.. maybe aku berat hati nak pindah..

maybe takut sebenarnya
takut dengan perubahan

tapi aku byk berubah dlm 3 minggu ni

macam² la aku fikir

tahla


2.12am

tertido
sgt ngantuk
ok guys

take care

till we meet again

wish me all the best in my life!!!!!!!!!!!
i'll miss u all

:(

i miss all of u

i miss u nid.. riza.. der.. boncit.. tongong.. zkamal.. android..

i missed all those stupid borak² kosong

i missed my careless free life

i missed my old self

sumtimes i wonder... how? why?

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

hit me hard in the head plis.. make me forget.. make me have amnesia

so i could start a new life.. without remembering the past

packing

yeah.
halfway through packing my clothes

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

sampai terbersin²

pastu tiba wabak malas

ahahahahahahahah

demmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

ni baru baju

blum benda merepek yang lain

belum lagi buku buku cite aku kat luar tu

belum lagi pinggan mangkuk aku tu

belum lagi kasut aku

belum lagi macam² la!!

alia.. lidah.. meh sini tolong pack.. nanti hari hari aku puji korang sexy

awwwwwwwwwwwwwww

:P

guitar hero 3

this game is addictive!!!!!!!!!!!

introduced by lin's husband
till now.. i have my own guitar controller.. nak beli yg wireless la nanti

i have all the CDs.. latest guitar hero 3

best bangatttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt

ok ok
i should be sleeping

hehehehe

nite!!!!!

rimas

rimas plak aku rasa
ramai juga yang baca ek apa aku merepek

adeh

ada juga orang yang aku x gemar

maybe i'll shut this blog down

maybe i'll make it private cam blog lagi satu yang dah bersawang.. (matila eleen.. aku ikut jejak ko.. hhahaha)

owh eleeennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn x sempat nk balas ym ko.. aku x perasan n nak cepat.. aku duk ngn ofismate aku rasanye.. matilaaa mak x dapat nk sesi² gumbira lagi

nanti mak free mak ym ngn ko ye eleen

to all.. thanx a lot.. for all da encouragement ke.. nasihat ke.. apa² je la.. thanx for the concern.. love u all

alia sexyy.. fewwitt..
lidah.. mana posts pakguard lahanat ni. rindu siot.. haahha

mata

mata ku sepet
menjadi makinnnnnnnnnn sepet
bengkak.. lebam.

haggard looking
looked like panda

due to all those sadness.. crying

faiz said.. "adie nangis sampai mata nak terkoyak"

sangatla lawak jadinye

i need to move out.. then it will lessen my tears dat i cant control

god help me..

understanding

its cool.. how we could still sit down.. and talk bout it.
its kinda hard.. .. as if like i am goin to die.. and he's trying to spend the most time he could with me

as if we are waiting for the day dat i would walk out of his life

its cool that.. we could still be friends

its cool that.. we have come to agree on the same terms.. and what do we need in life.. but its kinda sad.. when he says he would wait for me.. if there's nothing in between..


its kinda sad. that am gonna leave all this...

pengubat rindu

hari yang dinanti-nantikan sudah pun berakhir

pengubat rinduku pada HUJAN.. aku n yus ke laundry bar semalam for FLY FM champur chart




tapi siyes.. apahal la laundry ni kan.. siap tutup² pintu bagai semua.. x kasi orang masuk..apahal oiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.... sesak gile dowhhhhhhhhh

e'eh.. lupa... semalam.. aku bertemu ngan sorang bloggers ni.. yg aku suka stalk page dia dulu.. bleh? hahahah.. dahla aku ni pemalu orangnye (hahahahah).. akhirnya aku dapat bertemu ngn Lily... ngan best fren dia Ziana..

borak².. snap² gambo.. tapi mmg sesak gile semalam.. siap ada mamat over poyo pon adaaaaa.. sound² lak.. "are u guys movin or just staying put here??" ...sentappppppp.. ko x nampak ke da place is packed n cramped??? x penah tgk gig ke?? aku kalo orang buat camtu pon xde aku nk sound² tanya² camtu.. keji

tapi... overall.. puas.. x puas gak la.. tapi show tetap maintain gempak.. they never fail to amuse us.. kerana HUJAN jugak aku n lily bertegur sapa di alam siber ini.. kuikuikuiiiii

ramai gak kawan lama aku jmpa.. ayuni.. yan... ayan.. joe..

tapi.. jumpa ayan la paling hiba.. masing² petang tu dah chatting bersama.. masing² emo.. ahhaha bile jumpa rasa nak nangis je

kuar je laundry bar.. aku rasa nak pitam.. masalah semua datang himpap² aku balik.. sekejap sangat aku dapat lupakan kekalutan.. da datang balik... penat sungguh rasa camni.. x sanggggggggggguuuuuuuuuupppppppppppppp lagi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tunggu kidd n rin datang.. mereka datang untuk mengurangkan kekalutan ku... sambil² tu harusla kidd nak jumpa rerakan dia kan..... posing² jap kat tangga... borak².. pastu blahhh





nak balik.. kete park kat mana pon x ingat.. gi makan order air apa pon x ingat.. heishhhhhhhhhhh apa nak jadi ni?? .. tapi aku sendri yang buat masalah ni kan?

oooooooooooooooooooo aku lupaaaaaaaaaa
aku bertemu jugak sorang lagi kawan di alam siber ini.. rasa cam jumpa kawan lama.. bleh??

ahahahahahah. nice meetin u.. u know who u r....

memories

6 - 7 years together

loads of memories.. the good times.. the bad times.. i will always cherish in my life..

we've grown up together.. we've been through the ups and downs

i've never expected it would end this way.. am damn shocked.. damn confused.. damn depressed.. but life moves on.. i have to move on

so many things that i want to express... but i dont know how.. these few days have been very hard for me.. i was in tears all da time.. all da way.. xle leka sket.. mesti menangis.. nangis nangis

i've never expected it would be this way.. this dugaan.. ujian from Allah is too great for me.. too heavy.. too drastic!!

all happened in few days.. imagine the state of shock am in? if my dear dear friends pon terkejut.. apa lagi aku???

baru brapa hari.. the other guy confessed.. sangat la terkejut.. kawan jadi camni.. kawan jadi minat.. jadi suka.. jadi sayang gile kat aku..

tersentak pon ada.. terduduk.. shocked..

many many times before.. kalo ada yg ngaku minat aku .. i would push them away.. i would steer them to be my friends.. but i dunno how.. i dunno why.. wif this guy? i've been in da state of confusion so badly..

alas.. bushuk pon tanya.. wats wrong. why da tears? why da sadness? i had to tell him.. i've told him everything.. i said that i couldnt bear to think of two-timing behind his back.. or skandaling behind his back.. so i had to tell.. i had to berpisah.. cos i want to try a different.. new life with the other person.. but i need him to know.. i need his consent

its really hard.. expressing all da doubts.. all da confusions.. my heart was heavy.. i cried all da way.. i apologised all da way. i've never expected it would be this way...

he nodded n nodded.. he's matured over these years.. he understands.. as we grow older.. the ways we think.. our perspective in life .. changes..

after speaking wif mommy yesterday.. i felt that a huge burden has been lifted.. maybe i was in doubt.. as i was afraid of all the changes that would happen.. she said.. "u're always like that.. always afraid of changes.. u're never the one who would want to study abroad.. or try somthing new..".. yeah.. dats da confusion that's been cloudin in my head..

no matter how bad or good it would be.. i would go through it.. i need to move on.. this has been a MAJOR thing in my life. do or dont.. its time.. its time to move on..

please pray.. i'll make it through good.

pernah

pernah tak.. korang rasa.. resah.. susah hati.. tetapi di dalam keresahan tu.. ada perasan tenang.. perasaan suka.. perasaan sayang tu datang tiba tiba.. pastu korang resah balik

pastu nangis tak henti henti
nangis dan menangis lagi

sebab nak perasaan tu hilang
nak keresahan tu pudar
nak sayang tu hilang

tak sanggup lagi.. merasa semua ni dalam satu hati
peritnye tak tahan lagi

gone

where is it?
is it in the cupboard?

where is it?
is it in the boxes under the bed?

tired.. looking.. searching..

where is it?
did i left it in the garden?

where is it?
or was it in the car?

depressed.. its missing

where is it?
is it really gone?

where is it?
can't seem to find it anywhere

damn.. no wonder i felt funny and empty
my heart is gone..

sorry

dear android.. am so sorry.. out of sudden. u received those crazy messages from me... its been hard cooping it all up in my brains. suddenly i just blurt it out.. malu siot.. its so hard too u not being online nowadays... lonely giler.. no one to bitch around wif.

damn.. feel so ashamed on wat i've type in the sms-es. but its true.. am really tired.. just cant take it anymore.. just dont know till when i can take it anymore

.....................................................................................

k.. am so tired.. my eyes are droopy.. my head feels heavy.. i feel hot n stuffy.. too many emotions at one time.. makes u feel sick.. too many things to jot down.. but held back..

too many people comin into my life.. wanting some space in my life back. which is impossible for it to happen.. makes me wonder.. wat have i done actually?? for those that had loved me.. and received my love in returned.. y is it so hard to forget me?.. i feel guilty at times.. cause i cant repay ur kindness. ur love.. i could only say thank you.. thank you for caring.. thank you for loving.. thank you for remembering me.. wat had pass.. is past.. reminiscing is okay.. but dont expect it in return.. all those memories.. i've put it way back in my head.. cause it'll make me sad..

looking at the current situation.. i feel like shit.. i felt selfish. i felt useless.. i felt that .. as if am using.. taking advantage... of the situation.. makes me sick..

why is life never fair? why does it always happen to the same person? over n over n over? life is never fair.. to a dear friend.. be patience.. life would be good eventually.. u'd rise again to be happy.. just give it time.. everythings happens for a reason.. everything is written.. no matter how bad or cruel it is.. there's always something good in it.. its all the plays of god's hand.

for me.. i'd just keep on living .. keep on pretending if i need to.. but i wished. it would change. i wish.. he would change.. he would realise. that am damn tired.. tired of fixing things alone.. tired of being neglected.. wat my heart really feels.. only god knows.. no matter how.. no matter who.. not everything is being told.. some.. i would keep it forever in my heart.. cause it would not harm anyone.. only me.. hope it'll be a reminder.. a lesson.. for me to keep on living

aku skandal (meninggalkan aku sendiri)

lagu.. by Hujan.. lagu sedeh.. lagu hiba.. lagu hati.. lagu bagi jiwa - jiwa kacau..

enjoy!



kan ku berikan semua
agar kau gembira sentiasa
engkau tetap pergi
pergi meninggalkan ku sendiri

jangan disimpan tiada rahsia
katakan saja ku terima

engkau tetap pergi
pergi meninggalkan ku sendiri

waktu duka dulu kita lalui bersama
bahagia bagai kan malam ditemani bintang terang
hancur hati bila kau undurkan diri
meninggalkan aku sendiri
meninggalkan aku sendiri

senyuman manis dibawa angin
ku tunggu dikau terasa dingin

engkau tetap pergi
pergi meninggalkan ku sendiri

jangan disimpan tiada rahsia
katakan saja ku terima

engkau tetap pergi
pergi meninggalkan ku sendiri

waktu duka dulu kita lalui bersama
bahagia bagai kan malam ditemani bintang terang
hancur hati bila kau undurkan diri
meninggalkan aku sendiri
meninggalkan aku sendiri

waktu duka dulu kita lalui bersama
bahagia bagai kan malam ditemani bintang terang
hancur hati bila kau undurkan diri
meninggalkan aku sendiri
meninggalkan aku sendiri

special

everyone wants to have a special someone in their life
to share their joy.. to have a shoulder to cry on.. to celebrate their success.. to grieve their sadness with

but what if.. someone that is special to u. or u being special to them.. is no longer their number 1 priority

where's the love.. when it is all the same thing.. over n over again. it has become a routine.. where's the love? when ur thoughts.. or wat u had said.. does not reach to them? where's the love? when wat u've said today.. they wont remember it tomorrow.. where's the love? when u feel that.. they dont love u like before?
why is it so hard?

at times u'd be neglected over minor things.. that meant big for them

u'd feel dejected.. u'd feel sad.. u'd feel unappreciated.. unloved..

for me.. its better not to have that special someone. if u dont mean that way to them.. or maybe has it fade? or maybe.. have they grown out of it? or maybe.. they're too used to it.. it does not feel special anymore?

sumtimes.. life seem meaningless to me. sometimes. i don have a clue on where am i heading to? wat is it that i actually want? wat is it actually my heart desire?.. i've always wished to have the freedom to choose.. but i don have the guts to grab that freedom.. which.. ..seems impossible for me.. trapped. is the feeling i loathe most...

:P

to a friend.. who would be searching for this page...
if u've found me..

damn u!
:P

bruises

aaaaaaaaaaaahahhaha
first bruise.. got it due to carrying my cpu yg berat nye hazab.. n was do damn mad bout it.. coz bushuk left me alone at the cc without tellin me he actually left me there n went jalan jalan.. siall kan? when i called, he said he was comin for me. i thought he was comin up the stairs... he didnt tell me he wasnt down there waitin.. feeling sorry for leaving him behind for quite a while.. i went down myself carrying the cpu.. n dat jerk was nowhere to be found.. harusla ku call n maki kan.. sebab geram.. da... dpt bruise!!



second bruise.. when i said i've hantuk/slammed my hands to the cupboard.. i meant it. :p .. ye lily.. readers ko memang mental pon.. pandai cik sapa nama tu? aida? linda? mampos la kan

friends

throughout my life
bermacam² jenis kawan aku jumpa

buat aku gembira
buat aku sedeh
buat aku marah

made me learn many things

made me learn bout life.. how beautiful and cruel life can be

can u live without friends?

school has been a disgusting place for me.. people wanting to be in clique/gang makes me sick.. i even became one of the victim.. but did not go far
in the end i didnt bother.. cause u have to be pretty.. u have to be rich.. u've gotta strut the branded stuffs.. u've gotta attend those darn cool parties

which in the end.. meant nothing..... i've also felt i was ugly.. i was lame

ahhahahahah

now everyone says am comel. :p (masuk bakul angkat sendri).. it felt good.. people notice u.. people appreciate u

friends

i have now.. many many friends.. each brings different happines.. giving different meanings to me...

each different person.. i would only tell certain things on wat i feel..

i treasure the most those who've put up wif my crazy mood swings.. i love them so much.. most of my colleagues mmg gempak... cause they know how i am.. maki maki maki. japgi gile la tu. gelak.. cubit² orang..
am already 24.. but i can be a baby sumtimes.. seriously.. wif my frens je la aku leh bermanja.. x penah aku bermanja ngn orang camni.. seriously.. last 2 years ago. when i was in training for this shitty job.. i get to know that i'm manja actually.. quite a shock.. cause i've always thought that i've showed tough attitude. cause i hate when people know am weak.. am weak actually at heart.. am so in need of attention n love..

i think am mentally retarded too.. i can be crazy all the times.. i've always felt bad bout myself. bout my life.. nothing satisfies me.. and sometimes.. i would always have crushes.. :P that i would always remind myself.. dont go overboard.. its all the plays of my heart.. nothin significant later. when i would reminisce back

till now.. i could never think of leaving my bushuk.. only death would do us part.. even sometimes.. i've thought of leaving .. tapi.. hutang budi.. mmg dibawa mati.. i would only leave him when he doesnot love me anymore.. i duno why..

life sometimes becomes meaningless for me.. sometimes i don even know wat i want? why am here? suicide has always become like a solution.. but no.. i still remember ALLAh n the consequences.. the sin of suicide..

for now.. am confused.. damn confused.

la la laaaaaaaaaa

x dapat cari lyrics.. sapa ada??

dedicated to all.. who have no idea on where are they heading to in life?

ahahha

disorder

ye.. i think i have mental disorder..

aku x reti nak distinguish perasaan aku rasanye
aku penat.. letih.. aku xmo pegi tgk match myteam bodo.. tapi aku kesian bushuk aku.. dia nak pegi.. kawan² aku pegi.. but half of me.. most of me xmo pegi.. tpi kesian bushuk aku.. byk kali dia tanya.. walaupun dia ckp.. "xmo pegi xpe la".. tetapi kenapa dgn nada sebegitu.. buat aku rasa serba salah..

selalu pasal bola mesti gado
dia nk g main futsal pon aku mesti gado. aku malas nk pegi.. seminggu brapa kali dia main futsal.. xde pe yg best bagi aku.. lain la dia masuk tournament..dia nak aku pegi.. dia nk aku tgk kot. dia nak aku sokong kot.. but i hate futsal.. cause it has become the reasons of my hatred to him.. dahla aku x minat kawan²/player² yg main futsal tu sgt.. dahla kdg² dorg suka campak awek dorg kat aku.. apa. ingat aku ni apa..aweksitter ke?? koser aku nak borak ngn awek korang

tapi aku kesian bushuk aku.. terpaksa melalui, menghadapi tantrums aku yg cam sial ni.. aku tau.. aku kdg² rasa serba salah.. awek org lain bleh je terhegeh² ikut bontot bf dorg g main futsal.. gi tgk bola.. tadi pon dia ckp.. nid n dil ada ..so? aku mmg xde mood nak gi.. tapi aku terfikir gak.. tapi tahlaaaaa.. sbb aku letih la.. esok aku keje pagi.. tapi tahla
in the end gado.. in the end aku ngamok. in the end aku hempas, campak barang. in the end aku jerit.. in the end aku nangis. in the end aku hantuk kepala kt almari la.. aku tumbuk almari la..

it always end like that.. pastu nanti dia pujuk.. everytime like dat.. am getting tired

i love him.. but sometimes i just hate him

xtau

xtau nak type apa
macam macam benda bermain dalam otak aku.. tapi aku letih

esok.. khamis.. cukup 7 hari aku keje direct.. peh penatt..

aku skang femes kat ofis.. sebab sound OM aku.. miahahhahahaha

da 12.52am...
i shud b sleepin

k.. nite

to all. selamat hari raya

lily.. jangan over raya k.. :P

lidah.. chill dude

cabut

ye ye.. ni da kul 7.57pm
jap lagi aku kena balik... jeng jeng jeng.... balik rumah ayah aku.. ewwwwwwww


wish me luck nn all da best.. harap tiada yg terkena lazer malam ni.. aku xde mood nak layan org gile..

huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

blank

ye otak ku blank

tadi kt ofis.. aku bertekak .. hmmmm not actually.. i was more full of anger n i was crying halfway

sakit ati gile babiiiiiiiiiiii ngan babi tonyok tuuu

aku siap terkuar perkataan FUCKING TIRED.. n dia hampir nk bagi Disciplinary R (xingat stands for wat??) Form.. n he even told my TL dat he could terminate me if he wanted because i said da F word.. miahahhaha like i carE!!! masa dia ckp terminate tu.. i was goin on sarcastically.. go ahead.. i dont care!! hahaha

serious shit. .aku x heran.. kalo dia nk terminate aku.. lagi bagus.. at least i have one solid reason to get my butt out of the shithole!.. sbb aku ni pemalas nk cari keje. n g interview semua sbb tu aku stay lagi..

hahahahahahahahhahahahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh gerammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm babiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii he is such a fuckin jerk.. and am glad that i gave him a piece of my mind.. siap ckp.. aku meluat tgk dia kehulur hilir .. dgr suara dia pon buat aku tensen.. ahahahahahahha

seb baik dah ramai yg balik kg.. kalo x.. mmg semua akan pengsan kerana terkezzut ok..

now... its 6.31..am counting the hours n minutes.. sebab kena balik rumah ayah aku .. ni lagi satu.. every year.. i've been dreading for this day to come.. sebab.. semestinye.. seharusnya.. aku MALAS nak balik for raya!!!.. and i've always work on raya day.. sbb malas nk ikot dorg berjalan raya yg tah kemana.. nothing significant in raya for me

blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

aku malas tul nak balik.. adik kandung sama bapak sama mak aku tupon duk sms aku tanya balik bile, sbb dia pon malas nk balik.. ahhahahahaha

see? tension gile okayyyyyyyyyy

print

ye.
sangap.


satu soalan.. kenapa bile aku connect camera aku ke pc.. pakai cable tuk camera usb tu kan.. dapat error? sila la bantu!!

ehhehe

duk asyik pakai card reader jerk


sangap gile.. duk belek² gambo
pastu gi print hehehe tapi kecik je la.. printer canon. cenonet jerk

senin

hari ini hari isnin
in other language.. Monday

usually its da first day of the week that most people dread


alangkah bertuahnya saya.. saya cuti... miahahahahhaha

went for buka puasa outing in pizza hut wif my team
most of us were there

makan.. sampei kenyang.. sodappp

lepas buka

gi jalan duta

hantar fdz.. dia nak balik kampung

smpai sana kul 9pm

it was drizzling all da wayyyyyyyy

abih kena hujan

harap² isu demam x berulang

sejam lebeh lepak sana.. yang nak balik kampung nye sorang je. yg menghantar 8 org!

miahahahahahaha

bubbye fdz

bestnye aku rasa.. kalo suasana nak beraya camni.. balik kg.. naik bus. bawa beg byk.. byk balik kuih tuk mak.. huhuuuu...

xpenah xberkesempatan aku nak merasa begitu

kepada yang pulang ke kampung.. semoga perjalanan anda pulang ke kampung halaman.. perjalanan yang selamat dan berhemah

:P

next stop..
hantar lai balik rumah kt pandan indah

lepas tu dorg hantar aku kat syed Kj

aku lepak ngan nid n riza lak

lepak kt KFC near UM

lepak makan whipped potato n hot coffee

borak² smpai kul 2 pagi

borak pasal zaman study gile gilean dulu

gile best zaman tu
duk reminisce zaman kegilaan
rindu kawan² lama
ramai yg menghilang
ramai yg berjaya
ramai jugak yg dah beranak

ish ish ishhh

rindunye budak kelas aku dulu

rindu gile kamu semua.. dimanala korang berada..

edot.. fendy.. ork.. boy SP.. mana korang hilanggg niii

yang lain aku rindu gak.. tapi ada je contact² di alam siber

pagi yang gelap

kini sudah terang

dah kul 8.13am
xreti nak tido??

yahhhhh

kawan lama berbicara semula
adakah?
aku x hingin nak jumpa ko lagi
cukupla sekadar di gmail
di mana kau selamat disebalik gmail itu
kalo depan mata aku . bisa dipijak.. diludah aku berikan

benciii

kawan baru aku jumpa
mekasih .. kau buat aku suka hati pagi pagi ni

memang dia x lawa kan3? miahahahahahhaha

pirahhhhhhh

mengapa

ya.. inilah masanya

raya raya raya.. sehari sebelum puasa lagi dah ada orang pasang lagu raya kat ofis aku.. gile semangat..

seperti tahun lepas.. aku x mengisi pon borang cuti raya..

tidak perlu bagi aku

untuk apa?

sejak aku darjah 6.. ayah aku da x balik kampung
so raya feel tu dah ilang bagi aku bertahun lamanya

tetapi aku akan berbaju kurung.. dan makan makanan raya seperti ketupat.. rendang.. lemang.. lontong.. nasi impit dan kuah kacang.. dan aku juga menadah tangan menerima duit raya daripada sapa yang ingin memberi

semua orang pastinya seronok.. looking forward for raya.. malam sebelum raya pasti rumah mereka kesibukan menyiapkan juadah raya.. rumah aku mana ada?.. mak tiri aku pon cina.. muallaf.. mana ada feel raya melayu style.. mana ada lemang. .mana ada rendang pure.. rendang mak tiri aku x best bagi aku..

hari raya pon... stakat salam² memohon maaf.. menerima duit raya.. selalunya lepas tu aku cabut gi keje.. sebab x gi mana pon. stakat menziarahi rumah member² ayah aku je.. tu pon area selangor n KL

tapi aku suka.. lepak ngan member aku je.. last year pon lepas keje.. aku n segelintir umat yang beraya di sini.. lepak minum berborak kt bestari, hartamas.. masing² ngan baju raya.. HAHAHAH.. x kisah.. aku suka begini

jelas.. aku rimas.. ditanya..
ko cuti raya brapa hari?
ko raya kat mana?
baju raya dah ada blum?
baju raya brapa pasang?

bla bla bla.. hahahahahahaha.. tapi aku ada order kuih raya ok.. 3 skali.. biarla.. aku nak makan.. lagipun bantu rakan-rakan yg menjual

tapi apa pun..

lagi brapa hari je nak raya..

mesti lenggang jalan kt KL

aku nak gi keje kt KJ pon mesti best je.. xde jam.. wahhhhhhhhhhhhhh..
aku pasti juga.. ramai yg sayang kat aku.. mesti hantar makanan kt ofis tuk aku.. mekasih in advance u olsss

d-e-m-a-m

on sunday morning

x ingat kul brapa. i woke up with a high fever.. ye.. demam panas nak mampos.. i felt like i was burning from inside.. gile panas badan aku.. sampai aku rasa mulut aku terbakar..

too hot.. x ingat kul brapa.. aku rasa dalam kul 6-7 pagi kot.. amik towel. basahkan.. tuam.. tu pon x senang nak tido.. panas gile rasa x selesa.. kepala rasa berat.. semuanya x kena.. merengek pon ada.. kaki terasa bisa terkena angin kipas ceiling...

telan antibiotik.. panadol.. paksa diri tido.. dengan harapan bile bangun tengahari aku leh gi keje (padahal dalam hati. .biarla demam teruk lagi.. leh MC). ahahhaha

bangun dalam 12.30.. dikejutkan oleh alarm clock aku. yang sangatla memekakkan.. tgk phone ada msg. dari mommy ku.. katanye mau dtg ke ofis jmpa aku ngan pohpoh ku..

dengan gigihnya selepas memastikan badan aku tidak sepanas pagi tadi.. aku mandi n bersiap tuk pegi keje.. aku dah sangat gemok.. apa saja yang dipakai.. nampak ketat.. i so don like it!!

sampai ofis.. semua cakap muka aku sembab.. ahahhaha.. x kisah la.. pastu turun kejap jmpa mommy n pohpoh ku.. dapat mooncake n angpow.. wah.. raya aku pon pohpoh aku kasi angpow.. ish ish ish..

pastu malas nk buat keje.. aku tido.. aku bebel.. aku manja² ngan dak ofis.. aku g bazaar.. ada 9 case je dalam tracker.. lepas buka.. *aku bukan puasa pon.. Uzur ok..
aku buat keje gile² by 11.20pm. i have 30 cases in my tracker.. 2 cancelled.. which was not supposed to be there.. g mampos. aku xde mood dah

then rushing balik rumah.. kerana cinta hatiku nak pakai kete lak gi keje.. ye .. dia keje 12 midnite..

pastu aku bloghopping seperti biasa.. aku edit gambo sebab bosan gile..
pastu.. abih da.....

kawan.benci

dulu ada seseorang ni.. aku sangat benci n meluat ngan dia..

padahal x kenal dia pon..

wat made me irritated was.. the way he introduces himself.. they way he befriended me.. was through my company's e-mail.. he starting emailing me ngan ayat² yg sgt kodi

aku sangat la meluat ketika itu.. smpai aku da maki² paksa dia btau dia sapa.. pon he wont gave him.. so i ignored him

at times.. he would give ucapan cam.. selamat hari raya aidil adha la.. ask me stupid questions la.. dat i wont answer...

sampaila dia tanya.. pegi x konsert muse.. hmmmmmmmm.. music.. yes.. kalo talk bout music.. or songs.. or bands yg aku minat.. mmg aku suka borak.. then aku pon borak la dalam gmail tu ngan dia..

tapi kdg² smpai satu tahap when he ask stupid questions.. mmg aku ignore la.. malas nak layan...

then one day. he told who he was.. then i knew y he had kept his identity a secret.. tapi aku x peduli pon.. kalo dia ada awek pon.. bukan aku nk tackle dia.. kitorg just frens... tapi aku xle terima bile dia xmo bertegur kalo depan org lain.. cam xmo org tau aku ni kawan ngn dia.. confusing kan?

tapi lama-kelamaan dah ok la..

friendship aku ngan dia.. boleh dikatakan agak rapat.. seriously.. aku anggap dia cam adik beradik aku sendri.. dia ni sengal sket.. cam budak².. so kalo kitorg borak pon.. pasal merepek je.. pasal music.. pasal gig

through our frenship.. dia pon da engaged.. tapi yg aku x suka tu.. kenapa dia nak cam sorok-sorok frenship aku ni.. from the fiance... seriously.. aku ni bukan jenis kebas laki org ke apa.. da aku kata aku ni kawan je.. most of my frens are guys.. bukan apa.. aku lebeh selesa ngan guys.. lagipun dalam hati aku.. dalam hati bushuk aku.. dia pon tahu, aku sayang dia sorg je.. biarpun kawan laki aku ramai.. but i know where my limits are.. so dia pun xde isu kalo aku melepak, berjalan ngan frens aku.. janji aku bitau di mana dan dengan sapa...

those are the crucial things in relationships.. trust.. understanding..

to one extend.. the fiance dpt tau.. n was way over the moon punye ngamok.. but then.. aku sakit hati gile babi.. sebab dia tuduh aku macam².. gile la aku x tau nk cakap apa.. terkilan gile beb.. yg x bestnye.. dia x bitau/cite ngan fiance dia.. cam aku ngan bushuk aku.. most of my frens/colleagues pon dia akan tau nama. walaupon x penah berjumpa.. sbb aku suka bercerita...

but wat made me so mad was.. i dunno wat da hell dia cite kt fiance dia tuk cover bontot dia sendri.. aku sakit hati bile fiance dia ckp, yg aku ni terhegeh² pegi kat laki dia tuk ngadu masalah aku semua. perghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

wa cakap lu.. wa manyak sakit hati wooooooooooooooo... tersentap gile babi punye..
kalo bole rewind la.. aku xmo langsung kawan ngan dia tu.. sakit ati aku jer.. ko yg dtg terhegeh² email² aku.. nak jadi kawan aku.. aku accept ko as a fren.. suka duka tawa tangis kita dah kongsi.. jadi camni.. ko abandon aku camtu je.. cover ass ko sendri.. pedih siallll

lagi best.. aku dipanggil bitch la.. apa lancau la.. perghhhhhhhhh.. pedih pedih pedih.. siap msg aku jgan kaco laki dia semua.. he's not the one for u to turn to if you're in trouble ke apa.. nak je aku balas.. EXCUSE ME???? WATPE AKU NK CARI LAKI KO.. DIA YG CARI AKU DULU.. DIA YG NGADU MASALAH KT AKU SEMUA.. SKANG AKU LA KENA???

serious shit .. aku ni jenis bukan penyabar.. lagi² isu isu yg memburukkan nama aku.. lagi lagi bile aku rasa aku xde salah.. tapi aku fikir dia kawan aku.. n dia nak kawin da.. aku xmo cite panjang.. aku diam je.. smpai dlm blog.. dlm frster. dlm mespes minah tu kutuk aku... perghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. pedih siallllll

dahla.. yg x bestnye.. minah tu bkn la bagus sgt.. da macam² cite dah aku penah dgr pasal dia.. seblum aku kawan ngn laki dia lagi.. sakitnye hati akuuuuuuuuuuu

tapi xyah la berbuih mulut aku or bazir air liur aku tuk bertekak ngan dia.. malas aku nak layan.. tapi aku nyirap gile la ngan mmber aku tu.. dalam nyirap² tu pon aku leh kesian kat dia.. sebab dia mmg la sengal.. aku xtau nk cakap apa

bila da berbulan benda ni lepas.. sakit ati aku mmg x abih la.. sbb asyik la nampak aku di panggil bitch.. hmmmmm.. meluat lak aku rasa.. aku diam je.. makin menjadi² minah tu.. tapi aku malas nk bukak mulut.. aku ada segala bukti yg boleh membuatkan mereka hancur... haahahhah.. tapi aku bukan kejam.. but dunnola until when would the tolerance would hold.. akan meletup gak kot satu hari nanti

da lama² barula aku tau .. dari org lain.. bile aku bukak mulut cite² kat certain people.. rupenye mamat tu penah minat aku.. siap ngaku lagi kat member aku sorg ni.. pastu bile dinner company kitorg.. dia siap tunjuk aku kat mamat ni.. silap la kan.. mamat ni member aku.. bukan dari company lak. .kenal dari member².. dah slalu lepak sama.. bile aku buka mulut la barula dia pon buka mulut cite. .dia pon agak nyesal x bitau aku dulu.. kalo aku taula mamat tu ada minat aku ke apa.. mmg aku xmo layan la.. bikin panas je

kdg² dia ada msg aku semua.. aku sakit ati.. yela.. aku siap dimaki disuruh.. jgan cari laki dia lagi.. alih² laki dia yg msg² aku semua.. bile aku cite kt bushuk aku .. dia ngamok.. aku dah nak suruh dah bushuk aku msg minah tu semua.. biar sound setepek sket.. biar rasa.. tapi aku malas.. bushuk aku dah x kasi aku kawan ngan mamat tu kalo fiance dia nak dtg serang-serang aku watper..

kadang² aku rasa benci.. kadang² aku rasa kesian kat mamat tu.. tapi sakit ati aku mmg xle hilang.. ini ke member?? buat member sakit hati?.. serious shit.. masa minah tu call aku maki aku semua.. aku tahan je beb.. lepas tu aku nangis x hingat punye la.. department aku semua terkejut.. aku berlari kuar menangis tefon member aku lagi sorg tu.. nangis gile².. tuhan je tau betapa sakitnya hati aku ditikam member..

wat have provoked me to blog this down after so long?? cause i've saw his pic.. tetiba rasa sedeh.. kenapala dia buat aku camni..

sakit hati ditikam member lagi hebat sakit hati ditikam kekasih..

few days

these few days of mine are full of makan² n jalan².. dat was unexpected

on tuesday morning (sahur).. went to KFC 24hours near sunway ..
wif BB n bushuk
x sedap.. apsal la aku makan kfc lagi... bushuk aku yg nak makn KFC..
org gile g kfc pakai boxer je.. ahhaha

then evening we (BB, bushuk, me) went down to NIC in nilai for buka puasa.. at shil's college.. picked up my crazy loud sister at her apartment.. she had just finised her exam.. still in her uniform .. belasah je la .. pegi je buka.. full of college students.. buka puasa ni pon cam ala² project for shil's class... okla bayar rm15.. rasa tua tul dikelilingi college students... bestnyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee studiiiii

nak masuk U balik je rasa.. risau pasal assignments,classes.. xde nak sakit jiwa cam skang.... agak malas je ..aku ponteng je kelas.. hahahahahah.. teringat zaman aku blajar dulu.. best gileeeeeeeeee

after buka puasa.. we passed by some shops sellings kains, baju kurngs, baju melayu. carpets.. but nan ado yg cantik.. murah ada mahal ada.. tapi x cantik.. yg murah.. qualitynye nan ado.. carpet cantik gileeeeeeeeeeee.. harge pon cantik gileee. rm600-900.. perghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. makan carpet jela kalo aku beli pon.. :P

pastu kitorg gi seremban.. sent my sister back to her hostel... she's having training in seremban.. for 3months kot.. then we went makan angin pusing² in taman paroi jaya.. hometown of BB n bushuk.. eeeeeeeeeeee gedik tau lelaki ni.. dok reminisce kenangan lama.. cehhh

then BB took us to this stall dat serves good nasi lemak.. bleh tahan la.. tapi aku x makan byk.. share je..

then off to subang.. balikkkkkkkk lerr

wednesday nothin much.. was working.. then after work.. i rushed home to change.. n pick up my bushuk.. then off to downtown cheras.. shoppin!! colleagues i.. sebok beli tudung raya..


letih gile ok pusing² sana.. my bushuk. bought his raya baju melayu (green color) n samping for rm105.. okla.. cantik.. but now i have to find new baju raya.. in green.. to match wif his.. eeeeeeeeeeeee malas tullllllll

then we went to nasi lemak antarabangsa in kg. baru.. okla.. sedap gakkkkk


then today.. thursday.. basically i just stayed at home.. went out pon just to buy shampoo.. then bought some food for buka.. nid,riz,fir,dil came for buka puasa.. gile kecoh n kenyang.. byk gelak pon ada...

dah.. tu jela citer

x best kan.. ni cite-cite hati suka gembira..

ada cite hati sedeh..

tapi nantila.. malas... nanti aku sedeh..

ahahahahahha