3rd of the day

hahahaha.. i had a walk along the memory lane

ehehehhe

re-read some of my old posts.. how i could delete this blog. it has grown up with me!. it has been with me through thick n thin.

so i have to just forget or don't think about all the icky people that i don't fancy reading it.

but i do notice. i only blog when my mood is cranky, wanky, sad, mad.. or super happy. hahahaha
so watch out.. if something new pops out.. it may be because of the cranky moood!!

hehehehehe.........................

oh .. am always trying to cook now at home.. my sambal udang is getting better.

ohhh.. my cupcakes!! i made vanilla cupcakes from scratch! n getting good response from the office.. yayyy.. so will bake more! when i have the money n time! hehehe.......

gained a few more kgs i think after the ramadhan month. .sleeping after sahur is really fattening me.. heheeh

i think dat's all for 22nd september 2011.. i have to sidai baju................. n lipat baju.. boringgg T_T

darn

had just composed the 2nd post of the day but got some error. and now the post is gone..

bare with me ya. is it bear? haha had a debate bout this bare/bear at the office before

anywayssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.. i will blog when i feel like i wanna to ok

but i have a question la.. why do i have 22 followers? a quarter of them i don't even know.. seronok ke baca my merepekness

watever...

anyhow........................................................................ am having major mood swings.. tried to hold it/dismiss the bad mood.. but ahh... could make me go crazier.. anyhow... am not as bad as i was in my teenage year.. i have people to confirm that! ahahah. kan baba?.. i have mellowed down la after so many years.. but still got crazy tantrums at office la.. maybe am to sick of the office n people in it.. bad bad bad for the poppy seed.

i have a poppy seed now.. trying to water it,, give it enough sunlight.. so it would be healthy and grow bigger...
poppy poppy poppy
reminds me of Coach poppy!.. now it reminded me of the wristlet that i got for my birthday from my husband and which was lost.. wateverlah..............

stress!

hah!!!!!
recently at the office, my colleague asked, why there are no updates on my blog? ... i have no mood for blogging here. hahahah

then itchy hands la wanna dust off the dust n spiders in the blog.. I FORGOT MY FRIGGIN PASSWORD!!!.. tried many times with possible passwords .. sik boleh!! maddddddd i am madddd. hahaha.. adds on the stress that i'm having today.. dunno which password i tried at last got through. BODOH KAN.. ssseeetttressssssssssss nyahhh

i've been around people that i don really fancy in the office.. so i cant avoid those people la kan. kena face hari hari. but i don't bother to speak to them if not necessary.. why so arrogant???????????? tah!!!! the age n hormones kot. am done being nice to everyone.. watever la people want to say or judge.. i dont care.. nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn thats why i don really update my blog anymore.. cos i dont like those icky eeewwyy people dat i dont reallly fancy bz-body-ing reading my personal stuffs on my blog!

why have a blog then!?!??!!.. well.. i rather had a nice decent relationship with my blog back then.. no semakness.. no stupid strangers.. nice few blogger friends.. and then tetiba plak org gatal nk link.. tetiba plak org ofis nampak blog ni.. ewwwwwwwwwww. so not privacy. BORINGGGG

the point is.. I AM CUCKOO..

Hujan - Aku Scandal (official video)

ver


old song new tune.. i love the old demo version better........

Kan ku berikan semua
Agar kau gembira sentiasa
Engkau tetap pergi
Pergi meninggalkan ku sendiri
Jangan di simpan tiada rahsia
Katakan saja ku terima
Engkau tetap pergi
Pergi meninggalkan ku sendiri

Waktu duka dulu kita lalui bersama
Bahgia bagaikan malam di temani bintang terang
Hancur hati bila kau undurkan diri
Meninggalkan daku
Meninggalkan ku sendiri

Senyuman manis dibawa angin
Ku tunggu dikau terasa dingin
Engkau tetap pergi
Pergi meninggalkan ku sendiri
Jangan di simpan tiada rahsia
Katakan saja ku terima
Engkau tetap pergi
Pergi meninggalkan ku sendir

Paint the sky Red

Listening to a song posted by kakcik.. a.k.a sheerena saini :) paint the sky red.. suddenly feeling a lil bit melancholic.. nice tune kakcik! thanks for posting it


so well.................. just came back from a 2 hour movie. burlesque.. nice perfect bodies to die for! AnNabil was like "nyesal makan nugget" ahahah jaw dropping man the ladies' figures! damn sexy n cun!

okays.......... so!.. why so many SOs today? tah.. less than 60 days dah ni.......... no more working during raya. darn! hohohooooooooooo

is it really happening????????????????????????????????????? :) can't believe am getting closer to it...........

i bet i would be crying buckets of tears on the day.. hahah.. another step further in life
its the beginning and the ending for some things.

hope would be a better person.. can't simply say anything or everything that i have in head easily dah.. my words sometimes are really harsh n sharp. takotnya T_T

pray for the smooth journey ya. hhahaha.

:)

Kenapa?

Okay

So i was telling my colleagues what i was thinking while driving this morning..
why do men at the first stage of courting, they behave like they never had enough of the girl they are chasing. like they don't wanna miss anything or loosing any precious moments with the girl.

wake-up in the morning - text, want to bathe - text, want to eat - text, want to shit - text, going into car to work - text, driving stuck in jam -text, arrived at work - text, going back home - text, sleeping - text,

Some might even send cute lovey dovey emails, or send gifts.. while dating/walking together wanna hold hands n don wanna let go

when wanna see movies or eat they insist on paying

few months down the road, tadaaaaaaaaaaa.. everything MALAS already, text can be counted using 10 fingers, emails and gifts sometimes could be non-existent

excuse: too tired, too busy, caught up with something, BUTTTTT. last time bleh plak??????? go chill at mamak with frens boleh plakkk, play games and football bleh plak??..

why? i want answers from the guys, why? do u find that the girl is not important anymore? she's yours now and you have no worries to attend to other things? heloo, girls needs attention, ALL The attention they could get, beware, some girls might run if u don give them the attention.. if u can't maintain the same affection that u have given at the earlier stage or relationship then don't give so much at the beginning. girls might think that u dont love them, dont miss them, dont need them anymore, or playing their hearts like a fool

Girls pulak, when goin on first few dates, woww, dressed up like hell, so prim n proper while eating, laughing pon cover mouth with hands, eat so slow, sometimes dont finish
haha. when talking/discussing bout something, alwasy smiling and eager to discuss n listen, almost without fail always tend to follow as instructed

few months down the road, dressing up pon lazy, eat like pig, fart pon tak cover
each time talking/discussing - screaming as a way for disapproving any instructions. wateverla. HELP ME guys, i don't have much feedback on this issues from guys

AHHAHAHAH

married couples .. haih. first few moments living together like heaven, do everything together, arrange furnitures, bathe, cooking, cleaning, ironing, sleeping must cuddle
money no problem sharing, everything organise and calculate together, some might even have their budget planned out

few months down the road, pushing each other to complete the chores, arguing who did wat the last time and whose turn was it now, cuddling is like so hard cause partner is hot or too tired to cuddle
money is an issue, who spent more is drying up the dough, buying unnecessary things is a big major ISSUE

my point is, what i'm trying to say is.. why do relationships turn sour, boring, fall apart? why only at the beginning we would want to do everything nice for our partner, trying our best to please them... never fail to text, e-mail, call and tell them u miss n love them

why after so many months or years, all the tiny little details that you didn't bother or didn't mind at first are now such a big fuss?, sometimes its not fair for the other partner that is willing to keep the same pace in the relationship, who is willing to do anything to keep the spark ongoing if the other doesn't see or appreciate it

i've been told, in the first 10 years of marriage, life wouldn't be easy, its the biggest challenge/dugaan any married couple would face.... if only for 10 months u people can't make it, think bout it

what i've been told, communication is important, team-work? haha, tolak ansur in English apa?, keep the love ongoing, keep the spark strong, if after only 6 months pon u dont have the heart to do anything to make things right n nice why bother getting married?

my god, talked crap

p/s: am not referring to my current relationship ya, dont Speku sesuka hati n go gossiping behing my back! just a thought