teringat

sentap aku masa tu
x kisahla kau hebat. kau cool. sebab kau nk pegi party kat PD Tu.. (dah lepas tau)
tapi x perlu nak perli aku

sorry.. i dont know how to feel the groove of rave music.. i can't stand music that has no voice/repeating beats.. like fengtau

i dont discriminate u. y should u?

perlu ke sound aku sebegitu

DIA: wey jom ar tiesto
aku: xnak ar.. x reti aku. malas
DIA: eleh. x reti ke xboleh pegi

*dlm hati. cibai. ngata aku lagi. perli aku cam sial.. BODOH

aku: sorry. aku mmg x reti layan .. dulu **** pegi pon.. mana aku ikut. dia pon x
ajak aku. dia tau taste aku
DIA: yelah²... kau ni apalah. cuba kalo H*jan. mesti ko pegi kan

**CIBAI LAGI.. hina sgtkah aku sokong band local. bukan aku fanatik sgt pon smpai dressup INDIE bodoh

sometimes i really hate these type of person. usually i wont feel offended by any remarks that my frens give.. but these certain type of people. are such a waste of time.. dahla suka sakitkan hati aku. dahla maki aku.. pastu bagitau org. kau saja sebenarnya. nak bergurau.. pegimatila.. aku sedang down. tapi kau ingat aku happy kan? semuanya kau betul kan? kau ingat aku sukati je nak ubah hidup aku camtu? tau aku ni je salah kan? terima kasih la wey.. aku x anggap kau kawan Pon.. aku hanya anggap kau individu yg pernah lalu dlm hidup aku

minyak

yeah.. isu agak basi

am lucky. that i've moved to KJ.. nearer to my office... 5 minutes drive. haha.. i could even walk to work.. but the thoughts of being chased by dogs/snatch thiefs.. prevented me from walking..

tapi sebenarnya..faktor MALAS yg lebih.. hehehe

still remembered.. when i bought my car.. adalah some people yg x sudah dgn berlagak "apalah beli kancil. beli la satria ker.. kenari ke"

ler. sukati aku lah.. aku tau aku x mampu.. aku beli semua duit sendri (mommy aku ada tlg jugak. jugak un.john aku - tapi xtaula brapa sebenarnya mereka chipped in).. ahahahhahaha.. last semester.. semua duk joli ngn PTPenTipuN.. me? most of it went to my car.... biarla kecik. biarla x gerek. biarla x best.. x cool

now.. who's laughing? when people have to forked out more than their budget just to fill up their tank.. nyehehehehe.. akak jugak relax.. xdela mahal sgt tank aku berbanding tank korg.. ish3.. no offense ok.. bukan tuk semua.. ni sekadar utk memori aku. HAHAHAH. x ingat pon sapa yg mengata aku dulu.. tapi ada jugak la kan..

band

dulu aku duk promote lagu² H*jan kat ofis.. sebab aku suka lagu dorg.. tu je.. xde lak aku gilakan vocalist dia pon

ada yg ngejek aku.. "pagi yg glap. blabalbalabla"

pe la moi.. lagu ko dgr tu


bile da femes.. terkedek² minta lagu tu kat aku

haishhh.. kalo dulu nak tgk dorg.. kenala gi gig
skang bukak tv pon buleh

ringtones pon belambak

tapi aku rimas ngn budak² generasi skarang yg xle blah
skang ni trend INDIE kot
kalo dulu trend hiphop/rock
skang INDIE


dahla.. aku merepek lagi

hey kawan

tetiba lak aku jadi nyirap
sudahla cukupla mengata di belakang aku

i know that people are not satisfied with the fact that i left jaa for another guy

well hello.. i need a change in my life.. being wif a guy for nearly 7 years n leading to nowhere... how would u feel?

i know dat i always like to think so deeply that sometimes its all nonsense

i have my own reasons kenapa aku da jarang cari korang
iye.. aku malu n segan.. sebab aku tau korang mengata n tak puas hati dengan aku
tapi tu yg aku rasa n fikir

x semua camtu aku rasa

tapi kdg² aku rasa.. kenapa aku leh accept korang nye new BF/GF dengan xde rasa dengki/meluat/benci/marah. kenapa korang xle buat camtu tuk aku? kenapa aku leh faham dengan situation n feelings korang.. kenapa korang xle buat camtu tuk aku?

sorry.. these are just my rants

its hard when i always accept things with open heart.. cos i love u guys.. n some people just cant do that for me... enough with all those talking behind my back

ye.. my new bf is a bit kolot.... but sometimes. when i think about it.. its for my own good... yes at times he is very protective.. i talked bout it to him.. assuring him that.. HELLO i love u.. n please. going out with my frens doesnt mean i'm goin to leave u for good

hahaha
but come to think of it pon kan.. dulu aku slalu lepak ngn kawan².. sebab jaa slalu keje malam.. pastu main futsal.. xpon g mancing.. so aku nk lepak ngan sapa?
ngan kawan²lah.. mmgla nampak hari² aku lepak.. sebab bf aku busy ngn hidup dia sendri. hidup aku dari dulu.. mmg ngn bf aku je .. diselitkan dgn aktiviti melepak dgn kawan²...so now.. when i have someone that is attentive.. and wants to be with me.. n spend time wif me.. i cant go out wif my frens that much.. come to think of it.. dah lama kan aku x lepak? sbb.. alasannya.. aku dah makan pon.. kdg² pon aku x lepak sbb nk jimat duit.. dulu aku lepak skali pon. jaa bagi duit lagi.. sbb nak tutup mulut aku kasi dia main futsal.. FYI.. in one week. he plays futsal 5-6 days... its not wrong to BERSUKAN.. but its wrong when u neglect me..

OWH Please
am going to shut up.. please.. its nothing.. just rants n venting out

thanks for reading.
adios amigos