15 days to go

15 days to go for my 27th birthday. for a second there i was pausing to remember how old i was. sure feels like am still 18!

no great achievements pon. don't really have the mood for celebration. cos saving up to repair my car T_T nangesssssssssssss. kalo xyah repair leh tak. leh beli BB or Q hillier marc jacos :-) kehkeh

my grandma gave me angpow.
my mommy got me a present. (She told me tadilah)

all i want is .. u peeps good-well-wishing-prayers for me....... semoga rezeki lebih murah. semoga kawin cepat ngn chokie. can't wait to produce my own mini-adie. hahaha

ain has given birth to a beautiful baby girl.
kakjune baby boy.
fadzlin already has a lil lady of her own

but then. kids are a lifetime commitment.. am i ready?! hell no. ahahaaaaaaaaaaa......

pssstttttttt. if nk belikan aku hadiah birthday. ni wishlist melampau

- marcjacobs Q hillier hobo
- BB bold yg baru apa model tah
- tlg sponsor repair kete aku
- monitor flat screen
- ps3 WITH rockband/guitar hero

okay tu je kot?. if x rela. jgn beli apa pon. wish pon ckup!. haha thanks! :P

okay

okay okay lama x update.
my office has finally blocked blogspot. yay!. T_T
am so darn busy with everything evolving around the world. but no progress with life. HAHA

pegi ofis. wat keje. or pretending to do work? no lah. i still do my work. only u know. procrastinate.
well. i guess being busy is good. at least keeping myself busy will keep my brains from thinking stupid unthinkable things

come back from home - play mall world - for 5 accounts i think, then now added backyard monsters. so far these 2 games je rajin main kt FB. mall world cos i have my therapy for shopping. even if its virtual !! hahahaaaaa T_T.. then tgk prison break.. then tgu chokie balik. then pegi makan. then balik tdo. if kije ptg. xbyk masa. x sempat buat apa. mall world je haha

i really cannot have free time for my brains to be cynical/pessimistic. cos whoa. i could really go over the boundaries in imagining things then i would be panicking. am i doing the right thing? is this the job i wanna be stucked with? hate my life n my crampy messy room. does he really love me? i would be stalking here n there. for wat? searching for flaws? searching for evident that all guys are the same?.. its not because i dont trust. its just the side of me that is panicking and gasping for air in the cruel world. HAHA.

see. am merepek-ing. back to laundry. tata