crypted world
sometimes am so tired to decipher the cryptic lessons of life gave me
exhausted of catching up with life

falling back
falling into a black hole

pierced freak
piercing feeling.. i can't express how it felt
confused
what the hell
depictive memories sucked me whole
sucked me deeper n deeper
consuming me little by little
leaving nothing but ashes

ashes flew
leaving behind
only a spark of a wonderful moment

trapped
trapped
the trapped feeling is infinity
help me
take me away
wake me up
wake me up
from this horrible wicked dream

piercing feeling
deep in my heart
why is it there?
no one can tell
no one can conclude
neither me nor you

piercing feeling
so deep today

take it away
take it away

where?
tears
tears
running down my cheeks

why is it flowing
unable to be stopped
uncertain of the feelings
confusion kicking in

reaching out for something that is not there
something that was never there?
its a wonder..
now it explains why i fell
fell

grasping for air
grasping for something true
where is the love?

longing to feel needed
needed to feel belonged

why?
where is that something i tried to reach for?
where has it been?
why is it gone?

maybe its because i've stopped believing
believing in love

love that needs believing

love that needs reliving

inside
i laughed
i cried
i laughed
i cried

till i was exhausted by the devil inside

what is he trying to teach?
what is he trying to reach?
what is he trying to preach?
what is he trying to teach?

the devil inside

laughing
as it was you i was trying to reach

child
go away little child
your lovely smiles

go away little child
you and your lovely cries

go away little child
you have showered me with innocent smiles

go away little child
your love had seeped through my heart

go away little child
your words are like lullabies

go away little child
it is time to say goodbye

go away little child
for your love couldn't be mine