pffffffffffftttttttttt

PFFFTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

that's how i feel reading randomly my old posts, well posts that were listed in my pageviews.

apalah orang cari ni? merepek² yang korang baca eh?

all the ridiculous moments i had, as if i don't have them nowadays!..

ah. .my  baby is 1 year old already.. how time flies! i still remember the contraction PAIN i had.. am so lucky it only lasted for few hours... some people had to endure more than 24 hours!.. keep repeating in my head, no pain no gain, pain is only for awhile, once baby is out its gone.. over and over againnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

am so lucky bai told me that later on while i breastfeed the baby, i would experience pain in my womb as it shrinks back to its previous state.. if not i would panic and think i would die because of some problem from labour.. yeah. thats me. always panicking and negative thinking! hahaha


awwwwwwwwwwwwww i dont want my  baby to grow upppp. so scared to let her off into the wild wild worlddddddddddddddd...... sobs.. nite