okay

okay okay lama x update.
my office has finally blocked blogspot. yay!. T_T
am so darn busy with everything evolving around the world. but no progress with life. HAHA

pegi ofis. wat keje. or pretending to do work? no lah. i still do my work. only u know. procrastinate.
well. i guess being busy is good. at least keeping myself busy will keep my brains from thinking stupid unthinkable things

come back from home - play mall world - for 5 accounts i think, then now added backyard monsters. so far these 2 games je rajin main kt FB. mall world cos i have my therapy for shopping. even if its virtual !! hahahaaaaa T_T.. then tgk prison break.. then tgu chokie balik. then pegi makan. then balik tdo. if kije ptg. xbyk masa. x sempat buat apa. mall world je haha

i really cannot have free time for my brains to be cynical/pessimistic. cos whoa. i could really go over the boundaries in imagining things then i would be panicking. am i doing the right thing? is this the job i wanna be stucked with? hate my life n my crampy messy room. does he really love me? i would be stalking here n there. for wat? searching for flaws? searching for evident that all guys are the same?.. its not because i dont trust. its just the side of me that is panicking and gasping for air in the cruel world. HAHA.

see. am merepek-ing. back to laundry. tata