hadi

aku dah lama tak nangis beriya...
rasa penat lak..
carrying the burden of heartache. is really tiring

crying helps to ease the ache.. i think?

got my car fixed today.. HUTANG org lagi....... :(
must start saving again.. no more buying things without proper consideration, and not going over my budget.. since july *ehem... i've been spending money like nobody's business.. exactly pon kan? i've never been like this before.. i guess.. i just wanna please myself... which i did :)

yups hadi.. u noticed that i blog very frequently these few days........ i missed blogging... but then.. i dont wanna blurt out all my hearts content.. it would make my mommy worried kot? :P

sumhow................... am more afraid than ever.... afraid of the unseen future.. bleak n vauge? why? tahla............... afraid of the heartache that would follow.. kenapakah aku suka berfikiran negative?