its 4.30am rite now
its been awhile i've been blogging
yeah. biasalah MALAS
too much emotions.. too much chaos in my head
:)
spent most time at mamak stalls.. malas nak duk rumah k?
feeling melancholic most times
i've been pushed to the lowest point of my life.
and am bouncing back.. slowly.. sometimes. its hard to get up.. sometimes. i fall down again.
but am so grateful.. for my mom's support.. my sister.. and my dearest frens..
thanks nida.. fazaninaaaa.. bai...... hadi.. meon.. my colleagues who never fail to accompany me.. to listen to my rants.. i owe u people big time
to learn that.. sumone dat u had loved.. maybe was not giving u the exact 100% commitment u had given.. is a total chaos in the head.. feel so damn cheated. so damn deceived.. can't stop wonderin.. how in the world did i get into that shit?
but then.. that's life. mommy said.. sumtimes.. u have to feel sad.. u have to get to the lowest point of your life. so then when u're at the top of the world. u'd appreciate more...
yes.. am appreciating my single life rite now.. have no constraints... but its kinda tiring.. tiring for my body..
but hey.. itula dunia.... kan?
Monday, September 14, 2009
15th September 2009
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read a book, cross stitch, beading!
KONGRATULASI ON THE PROMOSI!
bknnyer nak bgtau aku ceh!
hmm. tak tau nak cakap apa. takde ayat yg boleh ubat kesakitan ko pun. i just can pray 4 ur hepiness. dan semoga kesakitan ni akan cepat2 berambus. buang dendam, buang rasa tak puas hati.. it will makes u feel better. im always here for u. xoxo
adie,
sobs. takpe. single pun best jugak. jumpe di karaoke :)
aku ada ubat pelis. ubat utk kesakitan. utk pedih hati. utk lonely.
nama dia meon. sila kol je kalau nak. anytime bebeh. harge dia murah. satu kucupan lembut di pipi..
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