:(

its the time of the month again..
cramps...

and the tank is freezing cold

terasa bisa dari pinggang hingga ke hujung kaki

:( dahla kena pegi apa amazing gRACE dgn mei mei esok :((((((((( huwaaaaaaaa

shit la.. regretted dat i said yes.. just hope i wont collapse tomorrow..

is it this hard being a woman? hahah

gamers come onnn

http://malaysia.youthsays.com/mollyjinxed/lgflashgame

URGH!

i think its time for me to look for a new job

kinda bored with the environment and peopleeeeeee

but am few days away to being confirmed as Q.*A.. should i stay till the end of the year?

then where to?

damnnnnnnnnn.. i hate changes.. simply because am afraid i couldn't adapt n give up trying at the new place.. hahaha. sickoo

am at the point where. i could scream at anyone.. kinda hate the people now.. URGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

erk

shit
logged in to friendster
deleted pictures of me n HIM
gives me the creeps looking at 'em
the dark period of my life

i would never want to regret with anything in my life
am not proud to say. i regret goin through the DARK period


how could i be so stupid eh?
ngehehe.. senang jer
when we see our frens goin through the same phase *to those yg tahu wat i mean*.. if we have never gone through it.. its easy for us to say loadsa things.. loadsa advises.. sesi basuh membasuh.. believe me.. wats being said.. goes in the right ear.. comes out the left ear

come to think of it.. i dunno why i stayed.. i am the type dat couldn't be challenged or bullied.. tetapi... argh bosan ah

the point is.. am so damn glad that its over

p/s: kakcik sori tag belum siap.. masih mencari lagu ngahahaha

tropical sunshine.. was that the name incik?

sedappp.. 3/5 stars :P


the noodle station.. but we didn't eat any noodle!.. hungry for rice! (lapar nasik :P haha)


tomyum fried rice.. which was salty..


chicken dumpling...



ehem.. incik aye.. wat did u ate ya? mana fotonya?

Duniaaaa

its 11:40pm

i've been in front of my pc... since evening
my tummy doesn't feel so good :(

oh dear.. it's been so hot these few days kan? bahang nya.. makes me restless at nite.. hahaha (alasan xle tdo..padahal mmg geng batman)


so...................... today was a non-productive day at work.. back to office after a week of hiatus.. glad to be back in the tank.. people were like ..hey!. u girls are back.. the tank was awfully quiet w/out u two.. :P hahah.. the noisiest pair gone surely makes a difference eh!

my tasks were completed yesterday.. thanks to my colleagues.. they were instructed to complete me n *aba's tasks as we were on training.. training was supposed to be a 7-day training.. haha.. but it was done/completed in 4 days.. cause both of us were familiar with the system and have been using it back in the e-mail team.. training was a-ok.. parked the car at the lrt station... and ohhhh boy.. both of us had our long-due exercise walking to the building.. up and down the stairs.. bla bla bla


well ma, they put me to training.. in order to monitor/evaluate a new upcoming team... so... the suspense now is.. wat's next after the training?.. still have no clue where both of us would be posted at.. *crossingfingers* that we would not be separated.. as we have been separated from the original 4-babes-group. hahaha

well. i have loads to say today eh? u have no idea how hard it is for me to abstain in "tetiba berbahasa melayu plak/rojak" :P ooopsss.. tsk........bad bad molly..u have no idea how badly my writing/speech (in english) has become!.. i had to type-backspaced-retype-backspaced.. as i was unsure .. is it correct? owh meon.. what have i become!. ngahahaha...

oooooooooo.... suddenly i remembered.. coelho's book - The Winner Stands Alone was on 20% discount.. damn........... :D that also reminds me that i've not been reading .. :P but was reading a book that day.. can't remember the title. just grabbed it on the way out.. for my trip to perak with aye and his mom.. can't remember the exact date of the trip... sorii.. my brains has gone lazy these few days.. can't really think/process/decipher things on.the.dot.. hahah have to re-read sentences few times.. anything wrong with my head???


owhh.. now i remember another thing. :P me with aye/shah/chokie had our own "mommy/emily" moment. ahahah!!.. that is snapping pics of our food in order to be posted in my blog.. will post it next


till then.. to those who are reading this.. TATA!

:(

tah kenapa..
hati ni rasa x sedap sgt.. haha bkn aku makan hati rasa x sedap

having such uneasy feeling. .... dari petang tadi lepas jumpa boss besar for job assignment..

smpai ke rumah.. lepas baca blog kakfynn. bertambah sebak. don know for wat reason?

i hope after typing it out.. the uneasy feeling would go away.. damn this feeling.. feels like something wrong/bad is goin to happen

damn lah.. texted my mom.. Ym-ed my sis.. asking "u ok".. damn lah.. don know why this uneasy feeling is here.

rsa x sedap hati sgt smpai rasa sebak nak nangis teresak².. tapi x nangis pon.. but it feels like my heart is readying itself for something massive

i hope all my dearest ones are ok...... mommy, diyana, ayah, my other bros n sis.. my step mom. my pohpoh. my aunt. my uncle +wife.. my lovely sayang... my dearest frens.. bai.. nida.. am sure she's ok.. da siap balas komen kat FB..... lin. hadi.. ecah is at home with me.. sabariah?? damn laaaaaaa.. kenapa niii