mak stresssssss nyahh

one thing after another
my car is really acting up...
kesian pon ada gak...
last service was in july/august... after i broke-off my engagement

first.. my car went dead few times.. really panicked.. then dearest sugar mommy-lynn loaned me some dough in order to repair it... done tuning.. the ah pek la suggested that would solve the issue.. luckily.. the issue was solved.

then... the ekzos plakkk buat hal. i woke up late one day.. n told the girls to proceed without me.. luckily i drove my own car.. then i realised that the ekzos issue has really gone worse.. my petrol was half tank.. from KJ to TTDI.. then only a quarter of the tank was left.. GILE KE PEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRr.... again.. loaned from sugar mommy lynn... hadi helped me and sent my car for the repairs.. huh.. thanks a lot peepsss..

and nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwww....... i guess the aligment has really gone bad to worse.. huwaaaaaaaa.. serious shit.. am really depresseddd. hahahaha.... oh well.. i knew that all the issues could be solved at the earliest convenient.. like the ekzos thingy.. ayah told me during the hari raya that the thing is really broken. n need to get it fixed. but oh well.. the well-known procrastinator i am.. dah teruk azab baru nak repair la kan!! padan muka!!

kamek mauk nangis pon ada jak tok.... sik boleh tahan lagi tok...kamek gilak ceridak.. rasa mauk tdo jak. mun tdo sampei sik bangun.. boleh kah.. mampos la kan. belasah je kelakar dalam sarawak.. mun kitak sik paham. sik pandei.. sikboh kalut. hahahahah

Coelho

today i went to MPH One Utama

with the mission to look for a birthday gift for a cute 2-year-old.. which ended up with nothing as we bought the present at toy'r'us

owh dear................................. everytime i afford to buy coelho's book.. there'd always be another new book published

latest book by him The Winner Stands Alone...

definitely in my wish list.

still have many books left unread... fortunately my housemate has the passion to read... at least my dear books are not left unattended / collecting dusts

can't wait to have my own place.. then i could set up my mini library.. then i could read the whole day n do nothing... let me be absorbed into the world of fantasy and books.. away from the reality.. away from the chaos and madness..

titik

titik? ...................

noktah? ......................

selangkah kehadapan
langkah yang dimajukan dengan berjaga jaga

selangkah kehadapan
langkah yang dimajukan dengan kasih

selangkah kehadapan
langkah yang dimajukan dengan sedikit rasa keraguan

selangkah kehadapan
langkah yang mengelirukan

selangkah kehadapan
langkah yang tidak mungkin dapat dikembalikan

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langkah yang mungkin memudaratkan

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langkah yang mungkin mengecewakan

selangkah kehadapan
langkah yang mungkin jua membahagiakan

selangkah kehadapan
aku majukan.. diiringi doa dan keberkatanNya

selangkah kehadapan
tidak mungkin aku dapat toleh semula

selangkah kehadapan
katil dan bantal ku menanti juaaaa


ahahahh selamat malammmmmmmmm

19th November 2009

it has been 4 months... being single!

best jugak single ni.. nak pi mana² pon x kisah.. xda sapa holding u back



:)

tapi tetiba aku rasa .. seperti ingin meraung. haha
sebab.. aku letih.......... until when can i hold back my heart from feeling love? falling in love? or let myself be loved?.. serious shit.. aku takut.

am afraid of being fooled again.

tapi bile seru jodoh dah kunjung tiba.... nak buat camne kan?
camne nak tau bile?
aku pon tak tau


baba.. meoon... aniess.. eleen.. alia.. incik lidah.... korang je la kot yang akan mengunjungi blog aku? ada yang lain ke

give me a hug.. and pray.. for my soul.. :)

merepek sudah.. tdo sudah. adiosss

tewas

siapa yang tak pernah tewas?
tipu la kalo kata tak pernah

sejauh mana aku mengagumi kegagahan baba..
seketika.. baba ada tersungkur jua

setinggi mana aku sanjung kekentalan kak uda
seketika.. kak uda ada tersadung jua

seceria... sekuat mana tawa aku.
terdapat tangisan yang memilukan jiwa

siapa yang tahu.. u ols la tau. hahahahah

tahla wey..

korang.. aku da gemok balik.. pas raya.. naik 2-3 kg kot?? tang mana aku kurus lagi? korang tipu ar.. saja amik hati aku kan.........

meon.. kalo ko tgh baca.. shuduppp.. aku tau ayat ayat ko.. n jera.. sssshhhhhhooohhh

meon................ ko kata rindu kat ktorg lah.. nnt nak lepak hugs la.. tipu bebenor

remember.... in july.. i told you i would hold back my tears until u come back from the island. and i never get to pour our my tears to you.. i guess u never want me to waste my tears is it?

i've wasted many nights .. wasted my heart kan?

eventhough. we don't see each other much anymore.. u could still feel my heart from afar... :)

u even know that slowly. am smiling again? that's wat made us special kan?

maaf

hehehehe..
maaf pada semua yang merindukan i. hahahah
motif????

aku tau.. ada je yg datang sini nyebok nak tgk updates kekacauan jiwa aku kan?

ahahah.. aku malas............ nk updates...... da updates kt FB je slalu

from yesterday.. until this morning while on my way to work.. i had much time to think. kan? carpooled with lin..can't forget the socialquiz in FB
can't get it out of my head.. grinning all the way..

baizuraaaa baizuraaaaaaaaaa kau mmg jantung hati aku hahahah

SocialInterview.com asked me "If Adie Molly was in a horror movie, would they survive until the end?" BAIZURA answered ''dia lg horror dr segala karekter dlm horror movies haha'

owhh godddd macam macam kenangan kelakar kite dulu kan.. kat shah alam. kat jelutong

haihh memories :)

hati

hati aku.
sudah lama tidak merasa perasaan apa apa

di lepaq semalam.. ianya berdebar debar... melihat.. seorang yang mampu melalaikan jiwa ku dengan puisinya

aku bukan stalker atau lesbo ok! hahaha
aku sangat cintakan puisinya

:)

most favorite.. cinta kita di atas atap sana